Showing posts with label Leo. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Leo. Show all posts

Monday, July 12, 2010

Time Slots


Even though I've worked the equivalent of 2 work-weeks this past week, it's still my desire to make time for other things. Like a garden, every plant or flower must be tended to in a different way. This will determine how each will flourish or wilt.

With the few free hours that I had outside of work this weekend, I had dinner with Leo at one of our favorite spots, Shabuway in Mountain View. I watched a movie with my dad. I was able to catch up on resting and watched a few DVDs. On Saturday and Sunday, I worked both days, but I managed to get up extra early for 10k Jungle Run in Los Gatos with a friend. I was so happy to be outside with nature and in the sun. I saw geese, squirrels, and plenty of Goldens during the 10k walk.

No matter how busy or tired I feel sometimes, I have the need to diversify my time. Time is a limited resource. I don't want to invest all of my time in one place. Others find fulfillment in just their careers, but I find the most fulfillment with my relationships with people and my dog (of course). I find fulfillment in my hobbies.

I've always admired anyone who maintained an artistic outlet. It could be in photography, writing, music, painting, hair and make-up, and so on. I used to admire art because a person is able to create something from nothing. I don't think anything can be created from nothing, at least, not in our earthly realm. Even with writing, the tools are words, life experiences, spell check, and the works of other writers. And of course, the most important tool is the muse or the inspiration. With that spark of inspiration and followed up with passion, art is born from something.

I noticed that whenever I feel overwhelmed by school, work, or life that I tend to cook. It's the process of starting from raw materials such as the meat, vegetables, salt, and other seasonings to a finished product. Cooking is just very therapeutic. Cooking takes attention, so it's also a mini-vacation from other distractions. I cooked my favorite Filipino dish, Sinigang. It's a hot stew with meat, vegetables, and with a sour tamarind taste. I needed the comfort food to help me deal with the on-going stress at this time. I describe it as my favorite home cooked meal + nostalgia.

I made time to enter a word in Urban Dictionary and it got approved! The term is "slc" and it stands for silently laughing and crying. I saw a funny video of a man in awe of double rainbows and my reaction was "slc." It's one step closer to being a published writer. ;)

I just discovered that Dr. Seuss lived from 1904 to 1991. He wrote one of my favorite books Oh, the Places You'll Go in 1990. To know that he wrote this one year before his death, makes it even more inspiring to me. I have writing ideas, but no idea on the story. Authors like J.K Rowling and Stephanie Meyer pretty much knew in advance what their whole series would be like from start to finish.

How I've been applying my time is as varied as tonight's post. It's important to diversify our time, limit wasted time, and share our time with the important people in our lives. Jobs will never love us back or help us change a flat tire. However, at any given job, it deserves our time and attention to it as well. It may not be #1, #2, or #3 in our lives, but it's up there. Having a job adds to the meaning in our lives. It's like a seasoning in dish that you barely taste, but provides that extra umphf to make it better.

Monday, June 21, 2010

The Promise of Summer















This summer, I've decided to document and photograph as many moments as possible. New friendships, revisited friendships, & strengthened friendships seem to be springing up like wildflowers. The comfort of a fellow soul is just as warm as a summer night. The feeling is just right.

There are other reasons why the summer has a special meaning to me. The season symbolizes the start of my relationship with Leo. It is also the season that I lost my mom to breast cancer. Ten years after her death, I have finally learned that death ends a life, but it does not end my relationship with her. For years, I've always viewed her as being in an unreachable place, but I realize now that she will always be all around me. I feel it.

Experiencing the loss of such an important figure, I made a promise to myself to live life meaningfully. Loved ones, friends, family, and my dog bring meaning to my life. Traveling, reading, and writing bring meaning to my life. I've limited the negativity and the drama as much as possible. It's important to be genuinely kind, giving, and forgiving. However, I also have my moments of bitterness and regression; these are all parts of the human experience. In every story, the good will always win out.

As an aspiring writer, I must continue to jot down my thoughts until the GREAT inspiration hits. The kind of inspiration that flows uncontrollably. Inspiration that is mixed with goodness, innocence, selflessness, love, and as always, the kind of inspiration that carries a message of hope.















I admit that this post is nostalgic and corny. So here's a little update on Eddie, my Golden. For Eddie, the summer represents sleeping on the cool, tiled, kitchen floor. It also represents 4th of July when he'll run into the bathroom and hide in the bathtub from the evil fireworks. It means lingering doggy farts. It also means more trips to the dog park to hang out with his fellow canine friends.